so...very...tired...

[lady_kishiria]

I fell asleep promptly last night and was blasted out of bed by one of my late-night anxiety attacks. I sat up and looked at tacky lamps on e-bay to cheer myself up. When I finally went to sleep, I was awakened 90 minutes later by a feline yowl in my ear.

So groggy and out of sorts, we went up to OC for a car auction, since we need a second one. Crossed signals kept us from getting one, and I realize I'm going to have to settle on a *car* and not a truck or jeep because cars go for about 2500 and my choice of vehicles twice that.

We ended up at Tony's for an hour and passed out on his couch. Now we're home, and I'm afraid that rather than working on dissertation, I'm going to have to take it easy. Body doesn't feel right either.

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in perfect love and perfect trust.

[thepunkpanther.livejournal.com]

holds you close. rubbing your back. its ok. you're not alone. we're all here.

breath slowly and deeply....

In perfect love and perfect trust.
hugs
you know my ICQ anytime you wanna talk. ok? :)

Re: in perfect love and perfect trust.

[kishiriadgr.livejournal.com]

i don't have an ICQ client on my Mac, unless your ICQ is also your AIM. If you have access to AIM I'm on it a lot.

I'm actually okay. Like I said earlier, I'm going to be positive this year and I mean it. Today's problems were almost all physical, and any emotional yuckiness was just exacerbated by them.

Nonetheless, knowing everyone is still here for me in spirit is comforting. Thanks.