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Jul. 2nd, 2003 10:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lady_kishiriaClass went well. I reviewed the chapters needed and was able to use the notes a lot less.
Steve asked me ¨Are you excited at all about Anime Expo?¨ I said yeah, but I´m having a lot of bad flashbacks. Many happy memories are tied to cons, but more bad ones. I´m also going to this one by myself, and there are people there I want to avoid. Going to cons alone is a sure-fire way to end up sitting in the corner of the ballroom, crying.
I also had a day of pretty bad depression, for the first time in almost two months. I still managed to get a lot done. I ironed, cleaned the kitchen, applied for 4 jobs over Job Summit, and of course, went to work. But it´s got me spooked that maybe I am not as ¨better¨ as I hoped.
Steve asked me ¨Are you excited at all about Anime Expo?¨ I said yeah, but I´m having a lot of bad flashbacks. Many happy memories are tied to cons, but more bad ones. I´m also going to this one by myself, and there are people there I want to avoid. Going to cons alone is a sure-fire way to end up sitting in the corner of the ballroom, crying.
I also had a day of pretty bad depression, for the first time in almost two months. I still managed to get a lot done. I ironed, cleaned the kitchen, applied for 4 jobs over Job Summit, and of course, went to work. But it´s got me spooked that maybe I am not as ¨better¨ as I hoped.
